Carpe Diem. Seize the Day. It’s one of my daddy’s favorite sayings ever since viewing one of his favorite movies, Dead Poet’s Society. I reminded him of it yesterday in our visit together. I’m not sure if he remembers the movie, but he remembers the shirt. Even more so, he remembers the sentiment; daddy always wants to seize the day even as he struggles to remember what day it actually is.
Dad loved that movie; I think he saw a lot of himself in Robin Williams’s portrayal of John Keating, an unconventional teacher who used poetry to inspire his students to greater heights of expression and creativity.
Like Keating, my daddy is known for his story-telling. “One of the best” they say. Sometimes his stories are hand-made; sometimes, he borrows from others. As a child, I assumed everybody’s dad had that same capacity to spin words into magic. It never occurred to me that his ability was, in fact, a unique gifting from God. Over the years, I’ve come to realize and appreciate that uniqueness about my father, especially now when his words have started to fade.
These days, daddy doesn’t tell me many stories; instead, I’m telling them to him.
“Daddy, remember when …?”
Thankfully, he still does to a degree … remember when. He simply needs a prompt or two or ten therein. Eventually, we get there together, to a memory that brings the old sparkle back to his beautiful blue eyes. And when that happens, the magic returns; for a few minutes, I’m able to set aside my new role as a care-giver in exchange for my old role as simply a child of a story-teller.
Carpe Diem. Seize the day.
Life shifts like seasons.
Winter’s retreat. Spring’s new. Summer’s heat. Fall’s release.
A cycle of transformation. Sometimes swiftly; sometimes more slowly. Almost always, simultaneously.
Moments have the capacity to hold so very much – a full cycle of seasons that grow a heart in all the right ways. And maybe, in the end, that will be the greatest story ever told –
a heart transformed in all the right ways by a full cycle of seasons.
Indeed, very magical.
Carpe Diem. Seize the day.
So…
Thank you, Daddy, for telling me your stories – for capturing shifting seasons with just the right words. For doing so with flare, with imagination, with sparkle, and with understanding. For seizing the day, the moments in so many rich, “Chuck Killian” kinds of ways. You’ve come full cycle, living the words you’ve spoken … a heart transformed in all the right ways.
“One of the best,” they say.
One of the best, I know.
In the end and by God’s grace, I hope to hold one too –
a great story of my own … a heart transformed in all the right ways.
I can’t think of a better legacy for either one of us to leave.
Let’s keep telling stories; let’s keep seizing our moments. Let’s keep walking home together.
The best is yet to be.
I love you,
Lainse
